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My life is a hellstorm

My life has been tossed into a blender once again... What else is new?

I have been balancing so much travel, work and personal issues it has made me completely dizzy about everything going on in my life. If not for my calendars, I wouldn't know if I was coming or going. I've been barely able to keep myself living in the present, let alone planning for future events.

Just when I think I can come up for some air (although not completely unexpected), my room-mate of five years tells me he's moving out the 28th of June so he can live closer to where his new job is.

So, once again, I find myself at a bizarre crossroads in my life. Should I stay or should I go?

I have a lovely condo in a quiet, mostly professional neighbourhood, yet just walking distance to the Boston Subway (Quincy Centre MBTA red line station) and close enough to two major U.S. cities (Boston and New York) making air travel somewhat cheap and competitive. Add to this mix that I have a wonderful boyfriend who's busy making his own plans to own and run a farm in his retirement in about a year. He does not want to leave this area.

Do I really want to pay for a beautiful condo that I'm only living in part-time? If I do, I'll need a new room-mate to help offset the expense. Also, as Dennis owns virtually all of the furnature and art throughout the home (with the exception of my bedroom and the dining room), if I stay here, I'll need to buy furniture (which is yet another anchor holding me down to this region of the world).

If I don't find a new room-mate by mid-July, I'm probably going to plan to move out of the Boston area to somewhere cheaper and warmer. Of course, there are other factors, such as: The ever-increasing costs of living where there is a cold winter season. Of course another consideration is the issue remaining in the United States where the next soul-less leader of this land is most likely to be the Bush-clone "McCain"? I will really want to leave this country if McCain gets in -- I simply can't live through another eight years of republican rule.

Well, if anyone is even remotely interested in checking out my condo, the classified ad is on Craig's List at: http://boston.craigslist.org/sob/roo/696826347.html (the link is only valid for 7 days). Until then, I'll continue my life as normal as can be...

E.C.M.C. Biker's Picnic 2002 (above)

Quick catch-up: CanAm weekend was great, IML/Bear Pride Chicago was fun, and it's off to New York City this weekend for the Empire City Motorcycle Club's Bike Christening and Biker's Picnic!

If I have plans with you, please call me or e-mail me to confirm them. I'm still quite dizzy from all the non-stop travel.




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bigfootcub
May. 28th, 2008 06:50 pm (UTC)
HUGS i am sorry that this is happening to you. if there is anything i can help you with, let me know.


it was great to see you this past weekend, it actually ment a lot.....i really wanted to do your boots, vote or not.....my greatest pleasure is serving people i care about :-)

btw, thank you for the message from I
mc4bbs
May. 29th, 2008 03:01 pm (UTC)
Next time I see you, you owe me a shine, ok? ;-)

You're welcome -- and congrats on making it as far as you did!

frick
May. 29th, 2008 02:08 am (UTC)
I think you should wait until after the election before deciding to run for the border. As well, wait until the housing market corrects itself before selling (if you really want to sell).

Hugs from your other evil twin.
mc4bbs
May. 29th, 2008 03:06 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I know... There are so many factors.

Sadly, my budget depends upon having a room-mate. Without a room-mate, I'll be stuck in Boston with no travel budget. I'm already considering cancelling trip to England in September.

I can't feel that I'm the only one left 'holding the bag' after all we've been through. I feel hurt and betrayed over the whole situation, although I guess really shouldn't... We had a good run for about five years. Replacing him will be a tall order.

I couldn't see myself moving back to Rochester unless my parents needed me to (for a limited time). Regardless, there's going to be major upheavals in my life until I a) get a responsible room-mate, or b) move.

fuzzbearmark
May. 29th, 2008 11:39 am (UTC)
sounds like you have a great place. Best to you in whatever you decide.
--MARK
(Anonymous)
May. 29th, 2008 03:13 pm (UTC)
Good luck
Change in there buddy. Thigs will get better. perhaps you should come south where you will be nearer to David and me.
Tom in Atlanta
mc4bbs
May. 29th, 2008 05:18 pm (UTC)
Re: Good luck

Atlanta is on my list of possibilities...

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